The Discipline Of Fire And Demise...

Here's a song dedicated to (you know who you are, even though you don't read my blog.) With that, i'll end it with a big "Fuck You".

This song, is by Emperor. Its called "Curse you all men!"

Curse you all men
Whose coil is strong
I recognise the sparrows heart
Beneath the theatre of misery
Disbelievers shalt by dawn
Be forced
To forever mourn

Curse you all men
The resent my empire
Cause I have risen again
At war this time
The truth I speak
Is your decease
My word is your defeat

And thou shalt not
Be able to hide anymore
The prophecy will
Conquer at last
Your sense of reality
With mission to kill
The theatre of misery

He has risen again
Armed with the source of sin
And as humans shalt fade
He shalt inherit their strength
Men of the damned
You will reluctantly
Secure his eternal victory

Yes, you are indeed the few;
I am the one

Whats wrong with you fuckheads?! Seriously...

First came this lady, who apparently is her mum. She's a catholic, in fact her whole family is. Her mum can actually JUDGE ME just cos of one piercing, and also be biased against my girl and me. Are you a fucking real catholic? Or just some fucking masquerade that you create?

"Oh i'm so holy... i do good deeds... I'm a catholic..."

Thats what you are infront of your friends/people around you? The sad fact is, you are who you are at home, when the "lights are out". Contradiction. You should actually behave MORE at home, cos your house is the home of Jesus too, isn't it? Lousy... You lousy catholic. You bring shame to the name "Catholic". You are one of the reason why there are free-thinkers/Atheists in this world. Go look in the mirror, and reflect what you have done. So much for a catholic huh... *Spit saliva* PUI!

The second one, her sis. Haha... Now thats a joke eh? I was the one who helped her when she faced problems with clmt. I was the one who sat beside her for hours just to talk to her, and explain how things work in a relationship. I was the one who made her understand clmt more. But that ungrateful couple... Worse off than even my dogs. You wanna bite the feeding hand? No more for you! You WERE my friend. And clmt, you're one hell of a lousy human as well, you know? I was the one who helped your girl to talk things out with you. If weren't for me, you might not even be happy now. All you can do now is be hostile towards me. You ungrateful old dog.

Last but NOT LEAST, my "friends", eh? Friends? Hm... Nathaniel Cher, you bloody cancer-struck-foot-fetished-sick bastard. What kinda fucked up comment is that? "Facebook don't lie..." Ya fuck right. It was US that purposely put the "in a relationship with (whosoever)" ok dumbass. I guess the therapy burnt your brain cells too huh. Curse you....

No... CURSE YOU ALL.

Yesterday was good. Went to the beach with her. I used to think that going to a beach with my girl alone would be boring, but she proved me sooooo wrong. Gosh. Never expected it to be so fun. Well, i shall just keep the details to myself since its our world, right baby? Haha... All in all, yesterday will be one of the days that i'll remember for the rest of my life.

Well baby, this is for you...

I love you because...

- You give me a reason to smile everytime.

- Your happiness and cheerfulness grows onto me, making me happy.

- We share the same ideology, which makes us understand each other's points even without having to explain it all. This, makes me feel as if we've been together for so long.

- You are so different from the typical jane out there. I truly love you for who you are, and i'm proud of you being mine.

- You make sweet comments whenever i'm feeling negative about my day, which soothes my emotion and reminds me that you love me.

- You make me wanna bite on your tongue so gently everytime we kiss.

- You're so irresistable, always so sweet and yet devilish at times.

- You accept me for who i am, even though i have my flaws.

- We're so different, yet so similar.

- You're such a darling to me, so much that i know i can set dreams with you.

- Everytime you touch me, you make me feel that i belong to you.

- You prove me wrong, especially when i thought i was negative about certain things.

- You're the sweetest thing i can ever have.

Baby, with all these, i love you. And yes, i want to be your everything. =)