The Discipline Of Fire And Demise...

Went bowling with ben. But this time round, he didn't bowl. He was just there to improve my skills. Well, its a sad thing. The reason why he didn't bowl was because he got a worn out ligament on his dominant wrist. In which, it got worse a week ago and had to go to sinseh to get it "fixed". Sad thing... But well, with his help, i realised alot of my mistakes. As in, every shot i made, he paid attention to my footwork and release. At the end of the day, i learnt something new with his aid, guide and tips. For the past few weeks, i've been learning many different techniques. What i learnt today, was the best tip. It made my hook travel beautifully across the lane, which is what i've always wanted to get. Just to remind myself always, go really slow. Going slow really allows me to have much much more control, time for adjustments and of course, better aim. Have to really thank him for those tips man. Haha...

Went to meet my girl after that. Went to chill around her estate. Halfway through embracing... Sigh... Gave me a really good shock. It broke my heart to see tears flowing down her cheeks. I didn't know why until she told me. Its about us. Basically about what we've went through recently. Silly girl... Nothing will make me give up on you, for my affections for you was never meant to be diminished. Finally saw her smile after having a good heart-bearing talk with her.

On the way back home, it rained. Again, it reminded me of us... Like what she said "The rain is now a spiritual thing that reminds us of how we first talked to each other..." (or somewhere along that line). Honestly, i personally feel that things are improving for us. No doubt there's still room for improvement and getting to know each other deeply, i'm sure we'll hold onto each other and get through all these together.

With that, my love, I promise you my heart... =)