The Discipline Of Fire And Demise...

Its been a year since i last saw my baby sis. So sad... She doesn't recognise me at all. Thanks to my mum. Fuck. My sis fears me as a stranger. I'm her own blood brother, but she juz refuses to let me carry her in my arms or even feed her with food. Frankly speaking, i'm pretty hurt... Looks like i'll never have a chance to carry her in my arms...

Anyways, these are the pics i took of her. She looks... Juz so cute...






She's so feminine at such a toddler age. So cute, and loveable. But me being her eldest brother, couldn't carry her in my arms. Fucking sad. Sigh... It'll be another one more year before i could see her again.

Went to my great-grandparents' house... And realised that my great grandma is growing more senile as years go by. Its so sad. When i first saw her, she was smiling and walking around happily. Now, she's chair-ridden. No strength to walk, and couldn't recognise me at all. Her arms are so weak, and her smiles were juz so faint. My heart shatters at that moment... Sigh...

Till the next time... See ya...