The Discipline Of Fire And Demise...

So I would say, lets' just ride the lightning...

To some, it sounds like crap. But what I meant is, lets' just ride the lightning and never hit back on the same mistake twice. Yes... I hate repeating mistakes...

Knowing that you're happy with what you have now, I too, my leave I'll take. For all those companied nights, I show the deepest grattitude. All is but a sad-short-lived-dream perhaps. But nevertheless, a nice one. I had to, because I don't want to be an obstacle, and that I really want to move on. You said you'll be happy for me. Maybe in time to come, I'll contact you again. Its juz my way of handling things, I require your understanding upon that.

Met up with an old friend. Sat down to chill, and catch up on each other's life. Yea seems like, we both have problems huh... But after the day ended, I felt more confident on letting go of the past and move on all-out. For no longer shall I carry the heavy burden which comprises of pain and misery, but just memories I shall keep.

Sometimes when I look back at the old me, it feels really different. Even before I entered my first relationship in my life, the me, was ever so jovial, happy-go-lucky and I know no negative emotions (except for my childhood as some would know). After all those, I began to shed tears, tormenting myself in misery, feeling excited over meeting my sweetie-pie, and satisfied with all I've got. All these emotions, were never once there. But some would say, its just a life experience. All these make us grow up, to be more mature and decisive. This I would say, I agree.

And this, I dedicate to those who've also lost someone dearly, or being in a sad moment in life... The reason for this dedication, is simple. Lets just turn the page and look forward into a new chapter of our lives...

Bob Seger - Turn The Page (Metallica also did a cover for this one. Nicer version to be exact.)

On a long and lonesome highway east of Omaha
You can listen to the engines moaning out as one long song
You think about the woman or the girl you knew the night before

But your thoughts will soon be wandering the way they always do
When you're riding sixteen hours and there's nothing much to do
And you don't feel much like riding, you just wish the trip was through

Here I am - on the road again
There I am - up on the stage
Here I go - playing star again
There I go - turn the page

So you walk into this restaurant strung out from the road
And you feel the eyes upon you, as you're shaking off the cold
You pretend it doesn't bother you, but you just want to explode

Yeah, most times you can't hear 'em talk, other times you can
All the same old clichés, "is it woman? is it man?"
And you always seem outnumbered, you don't dare make a stand
Make your stand

Here I am - on the road again
There I am - up on the stage
Here I go - playing star again
There I go - turn the page

Oo-ooh, out there in the spotlight, you're a million miles away
Every ounce of energy you try to give away
As the sweat pours out your body like the music that you play

Later in the evening,as you lie awake in bed
With the echoes of the amplifiers ringing in your head
You smoke the day's last cigarette, remembering what she said
What she said

And here I am - on the road again
There I am - up on a stage
Here I go - playing star again
There I go - turn the page
There I go - turn that page
There I go...
And I'm gone...